hey guys.... well nuthin really special has been going on in my life thats like super interesting.. so i guess ill do the normal update of a few things and a few upcoming things as well.....
i went home for the first time since ive been back here at tech and it felt good to go home after a month of nuthinbut pretty much cafeteria food and schoolwork. lol. (its really more than that but a good home cooked meal and family gets missed after a month or two). i kind of wish that i would have gone fri nite but i had to start on my final project for this work. this weekend ill be hoping to come home fri nite, but we'll just see if i have another big project or not. *crossing fingers*. i have reasons why i come home also and the reason for this past weekend is bc one of my friends from church got married and man was it pretty emotional. it was not an all out expensive one, but it fit her well. it was sweet.. haha even rhonda cried and she doesnt even kno braunda! lol i thought that was pretty funny. and this weekend im comin in bc val asked me to do her makeup and maybe ill help with the hair as well. and also to see beyond the grave with courtney in it! ive gotta see my girl! luv ya!
im sorry that my entries are somewut lengthy but i space them out bc i dont either have time or dont feel like writing...
but ne ways.... derek and i are absolutely nuthin but just friends. im not goin to lie we kissed a few times. and when i say few i mean a few. and the very last time we kissed i didnt feel a single thing and had no desire to kiss him! i was like yay! lol. i kno that sounds silly or bad or w/e but it makes it all the easier to not want to kiss or be more than friends. its ssooo much better now! we just talk and and hang out a few times a week. not that much. we go to chi alpha and church and sometimes just hang out one nite and maybe watch a movie or something. its cool. lets just say that rhonda, me and him had a good, hard disagree to agree kind of talk the other nite. it got interesting. im not goin into detail bc its no one else's business wut we talked about plus its just too much to cover ne ways.
school is stll goin good. hasnt gotten too hard. im still just doin math hmwk understandin it which surprises me sometimes lol. im not getting behind on projects i get done in early evenings most of the time. (when everyone else is staying up lol). my theory class is a breeze but its a fun class. and my site design class is..... wuts the word? BORING! she gives us like these lectures to print out and questions to do and answer but theyre like questions that u cant just look up in the lecture or a book or even online. and theyre not meant to be thought out questions either. other ppl in my class are like? too so im not alone. lol. theres this one guy that cracks me up bc he talks sooooo much like as much or more than the teacher does and he cuts her off sometimes too its pretty funny. im just waiting for her to be like OK SHUTTUP! let me talk dang it! lol. but she prolly wont do that.
lets see.... wut else to talk about? well theres this really hott guy thats here at tech whew man! is he hott or wut?! he may not be to some ppl but he surely is to me. lol. i dont kno who he is or wut his name is or ne thing. all i kno is that he has long brown hair, tan, tall, athletic looking, and thats about it! haha we made eye contact today in the caf and i was like whoa! next thing ya kno we're gonna be past the "hey how ya doin stage" lol. but i can dream cant i? derek told me i should walk up to him and be like "we should hang out sometime!" i was like r u smoking something?! the guy will think im a freakin loser! i mean i would and im not even the guy! if guy walked up to me with no name and was ok lookng and said that i would be like... and ur name is? lol. but i would be nice... u kno me! lol.
well.... i cant go to sleep even tho ive been up all day doing all kinds of stuff like class, lunch, working on project for 4 1/2 hours straight, walmart, working out for hour, and yea thats about it.... lol. in order with no naps or stopping. lol. and i cant freakin go to sleep!!! i want to and i thought i would be able to but i cant! ugh!!! ok im outie now.... PEACE | 
